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Friday, April 26, 2013

❤ Surprising Life ❤


How long should you try? Until.  Jim Rohn •

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Always tell the truth -- it's the easiest thing to remember. • David M. •

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Think what a better world it would be if we all had cookies and milk about three o'clock every afternoon and then lay down on our blankets for a nap
• Unknown • 

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In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away
• Unknown • 


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Underwent 24 this year really gives so many lessons for me. 
Passing lot of moments. Met much of personalities. 
Churned up and down. Feel tired, sick, excited, regrets, way-think-too-much, and lots of crap just slapping my life over and over. 
Oh yes, me also just like the others, do have limits, do have tears that sheds, do have knee that can't stand anymore. 
When my eyes too tired to be open and see..when I have no way out to go..simply..kneel and pray.
However, I know who has brought me to this level. This is a stepping stone that He provided. 
He took care of me solemnly, like no one ever did before. 
Thank you Lord for mold me and make me..to be who I am today.. ☺

Friday, May 25, 2012

maybe.. all you need is t.HIS..

Hellouu Yellouu..
i see u again on my blog..
its a sunny day over here (Jakarta, Indonesia), and i really wish to see a sunny-smile on every face of you :) :) :)
sure, i know.. maybe there's so much good and bad time you has been passed.. good times always bring HOPE, LOVE, SPIRIT and UNCOUNTABLE HAPPINESS at the moment.. but no doubt, hard/bad times also walk into our life-stories..
i do feel the same thing..wake up in the morning, im late, no breakfast, lot of assignments to do, deadline everywhere, but there's always still have a good times to be enjoyed such as family gathering, text from best friend, single goodnight-kiss from someone you love :)
but life is life, we can't avoid this problem and just hoping it will be a perfect moment everyday..
sometimes we feel lost of hope, no one understand us, and uncountable sadness..
today, i wanna tell you, all my friends, all around the world..
you have SOMEONE that you can TRUST, SOMEONE that NEVER look down (despise) you, SOMEONE that NEVER disappointing you , SOMEONE that CARES about you and SOMEONE that ONLY ONE..
i wish.. when you read this "list".. go have a time to open up what Bible Verses wanna told you.. 
remind yourself in every moment when you wanna say something like this.. if its hard to remember what Bible has told you.. REMEMBER what  GOD HIMSELF has told you..
GOD bless you my fellas all around the world..
i love you..and HE loves you more.. :)

Thursday, April 19, 2012

who is GOD?

TAKE TIME TO READ. It's worth reading it. Trust me :)

Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?
Student : Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent.)

Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Is satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor: Where does satan come from ?
Student : From … GOD …
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer.)

Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer.)

Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn’t.

(The lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar.)

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?

(The class broke out into laughter. )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)

Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.

P.S.

I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you’ll probably want your friends / colleagues to enjoy the same, won’t you?
Forward this to increase their knowledge … or FAITH.
By the way, that student was EINSTEIN.

Note: Some of you sent me a msg on facebook saying it cannot be Einstein because he was Jewish. I know he was Jewish. But back in the day if you remember Germany had many people who had strong views against Jewish people. So, at that time it was a fairly common practice to lie about one's faith if one wasn't Christian. The student here was indeed Einstein. Furthermore, Einstein himself also attended a Catholic school when he was growing up.


Tuesday, April 3, 2012

The Journey, Singapore..

hellouu yellouu..


I'm back from my vacation to Singapore last Sunday. Spent 5d/4n over there. flight to SG by Garuda Airlines with "my partner in crime, Shendy", his mom, ci Lina and cutie pie, Sofie :)
Day 1: 
-arrived at Changi on 11am.
-check in at Royal Plaza Hotel @ Scotts Rd
-rest-day shopping @ Orchard till midnight
@ION orchard
Day 2 : 
-actually, i just accompany Shendy for shopping (OMG. he's going shopaholic that day. x.x)
-me and Shendy's mom go to Raffles Convention Centre at  6pm for Shendy's graduation.
 (i love the graduation ceremony, i think mine its too long. love the cuisine. love the graduation's costume)
-Lina (and Sofie) picked up her husband at Changi
-going back to hotel and then have a night-walk with my partner in crime till 1am (going to mc.cafe, talking like never ending, laugh at so many un-expected moment around us...and i love his laugh so bad) :P
Day 3 :
-after having a breakfast at Tangs Plaza, we took MRT to Vivo City (ready to Universal Studio, but unfortunately, it's raining outside. fufufufu..only bought chocolate from Hershey's Chocolate World, then back to Vivo City)
-me&Shendy split from mom, Lina, Cun2 and Sofie. we're going to shopping (SUPERB, HiHiHiHi), Merlion Park, Raffles City, then going back to Orchard.
-having dinner together and then split up again (me&Shendy going to cinema, Lido Shaw, watching Wrath of The Titans. It's a great movie anyway)
Day 4 :
-we should check out from Royal Plaza Hotel (anyway, it was a great city hotel this last 5years. and it's really recommended)
-check in at Marina Bay Sands Hotel (mom told us to have our honeymoon over here, i just sheepishly smile, i will consider it, LoLs)
-going back to Vivo City and finally.....Universal Studio, we're coming.. :P
-back to Marina by taxi, have a great night at swimming pool and jacuzzi with Shendy, then spending all night long with Shendy and his mom at Casino.
Day 5 :
-hello Jakarta :) 
-having lunch at Little Ubud and great dinner at Hachi-Hachi Bistro with Shendy, Lina, Cun2, Sofie and Winelli 
Singapore growing rapidly, still pollution-free, away from traffic jams, great government regulations and also a great citizens who participated. Will see you again really soon, Singapore! GB Singapore!

Thursday, March 15, 2012

reposting :)


Hellouu Yellouu.. i've been post out this "draft" on Facebook about a year ago.. and after re-read this draft, i think that i should post it again on my blog.. I wish the post will be bless for you.. happy reading guys.. :)


Hellooooo.... sebelumnya gw mau ucapin Happy New Year.. Semoga apa yang sudah menjadi target kita selama tahun 2011 ini boleh tercapai dengan pimpinan Tuhan..

Well, uda lama gw ga nulis notes, kali ini di tahun yang baru ini gw pengen sharing dengan kalian mengenai firman Tuhan dimana “sharing” ini pasti pernah kita semua alami dalam hidup sampai tahun 2011 ini.

Tema dari Firman Tuhan ini adalah BUAH SEPERTI APA YANG ADA PADAMU?

Setiap manusia sama seperti sebatang pohon yang bertumbuh dalam hidupnya. Namun ada yang berbuah, ada juga yang tidak berbuah. Dalam Lukas 6:43-45, Tuhan Yesus menceritakan tentang pohon dan buahnya.. “Karena tidak ada pohon yang baik yang menghasilkan buah yang tidak baik, dan juga tidak ada pohon yang tidak baik yang menghasilkan buah yang baik. Sebab setiap pohon dikenal dari buahnya. Karena dari semak duri orang tidak memetik buah ara dan dari duri-duri tidak memetik buah anggur. Orang yang baik mengeluarkan barang yang baik dari perbendaharaan hatinya dan orang yang jahat mengeluarkan barang yang jahat dari perbendaharaan yang jahat. Karena yang diucapkan mulutnya, meluap dari hatinya”.
Dari Ayat diatas, Tuhan Yesus ingin menjelaskan bahwa setiap manusia tergantung dari hatinya dan sepandai apapun orang tersebut menutupi dirinya agar terlihat baik didepan orang-orang, pasti akan kelihatan juga. Buah yang baik adalah kebaikan dalam wujud nyata yang manusia timbulkan baik dari pikiran, sikap dan ucapannya. Semua hal yang manusia lakukan itu adalah apa yang timbul dari hatinya.

Dalam Yohanes 15:1-8, Tuhan menunjukkan kasihnya kepada kita. Ia tidak membiarkan kita tumbuh sendiri sebagai pohon-pohon, namun Dia berkata “Akulah pokok anggur yang benar dan Bapa-kulah pengusahanya......Tinggallah di dalam Aku dan Aku dalam kamu”. Tuhan tidak membiarkan kita tumbuh sendiri, namun jika kita ingin berbuah kita harus mau Tuhan pupuk, Tuhan sirami dan Tuhan letakkan dibawah terik matahari. Tetapi ada juga manusia yang mau mengambil aman dalam hidupnya, yaitu mereka yang tidak berbuat jahat, tidak korupsi, tidak membunuh, namun dalam hidup mereka, mereka tidak melakukan apa-apa untuk kemuliaan nama Tuhan. (baca Lukas 13:6-9)

Tuhan Yesus sudah memberikan kita masing-masing talenta. Karena pohon mangga tidak mungkin menumbuhkan buah papaya atau pohon apel menumbuhkan buah semangka. Terkadang dalam hidup ini kita memaksakan diri untuk menghasilkan ini dan menghasilkan itu. Kita berpikir alangkah bagusnya jika kita bisa berangkat ke Afrika dan menolong mereka yang ada di sana, namun setiap dari kita sudah Tuhan tentukan porsinya masing-masing. Tuhan tidak menempatkan kita di tengah belantara Afrika untuk menyelematkan jiwa-jiwa yang sama sekali belum mengenal keselamatan, namun Tuhan memberikan kita waktu dan kesempatan(dalam Lukas 13:8-9, Tuhan member kesempatan kepada kita) untuk berdoa syafaat bagi mereka yang ada disana dan bagi pekerja misi yang Tuhan tuntun mereka untuk ada di sana. Segala materi yang sudah Tuhan limpahkan untuk kita bisa juga menjadi saluran berkat untuk orang-orang yang ada di sekitar kita. Apapun yang kita lakukan, Tuhan tidak pernah menghitung apakah itu besar atau itu kecil karena “orang yang beribadah menentukan korban yang dipersembahkan, namun korban tidak menggambarkan orang yang beribah” ini artinya Tuhan melihat hatimu dan kesungguhanmu.

Teman, mari kita awali, jalani dan akhiri tahun 2011 ini bukan hanya dengan target yang bersifat untuk pribadi kita saja. Karena sesungguhnya pikiran, sikap dan ucapan kita dapat mengubahkan banyak hal dalam dunia ini. Pergunakanlah anugrah kehidupan yang sudah Tuhan berikan untuk kita karena tidak ada seorangpun yang tahu kapan tiba saatnya pemilik kebun datang pada kita untuk memetik buah kita atau memotong pohonnya karena kita tidak berbuah yang baik atau bahkan tidak menghasilkan apa-apa. Apa yang perlu kita khawatirkan dalam berbuah asal kita mau Tuhan yang menjadi pokok anggur kita. Tuhan mampu menolong kita sampai tahun 2011 ini, jadi untuk apa kita khawatir akan hidup yang hanya tinggal 50, 40, 30, 20 bahkan 10 tahun lagi. Mari kita berbuah yang manis dan menyenangkan bagi Tuhan.

Immanuel !!!

Friday, March 2, 2012

Every single day with HIM..

Hellou yellou..
Glad to see you again on my blog :) i wish that i knew everyone of you..
I wanna share something unusual, someone you may know or ever heard..
His name.. Jesus..
He is someone who means a lot to me..
Someone who could be anyone for me..
Become a friend, a teacher, even a father..
I've known him for a long time..
But to build a "close relationship", i've just started a few years lately..
I do surprise every little thing He has done for my life..
Like struggled alone..
Facing tough times, where it is impossible to tell anyone..
Yes, I was struggling alone..
My problem, well, it's not the main points!
But the experiences with HIM..


My GOD really shown up..
Break any doubt..
Im falling, yes I was.. But the hand of God is also repeatedly raise me up..
And UP than I ever thought..


When a human mouth can only be denounced, the mouth of God always pronounced the word of blessing..
When a man away and turned a deaf ear to complaints, the almighty God always sat beside you, hear you and remove all your tears.. He even gave new strength to you..
When people despise you, Lord God willing just look your back because He is supporting you..


We will never disappoit Him enough..
And He will never love us enough..


Today, it is never too late for you to be reconciled  with Him..
He was faithful and compassionate..
You  are His treasured possession..
And this is what He feel and want to tell you.. :)



God love you more than I do!

Thursday, February 23, 2012

i got this story from Facebook.. :')

Married or not you should read this...


“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

i know..

hellou yellou..
1am . no one at office (except my boss's wife) . cozy atmosphere in my office . its just like laying on your bed and ready to close your eyes. i bet my boss's wife already slept at her room. 
so, i decided to write down a blog post.
february will ending up soon. on 26th, my bestfriend, Dinda will going abroad for short course to South Korea. ohmy, two (really madly deeply) besties just left me alone in this country! (okay, it's sounds too dramatic). but, i thank GOD from March till June, i will be so hectic for some project, learn a lot of things and meet up a lot of people. and they will come home on July. 
we've been prepared anything : sign up for SKYPE, iMssge, FaceTime, etc to make sure that we still can keep in touch. 
sure, we will miss each other.. :')
do you believe with the impressions at the first sight? i did! from the first conversation, i feel like i know these person personality. and i proved it all the time that im never miss anything that i felt about. and someone that who always be told what i feel is my boyfriend. He proved my word. Well, sometime this "sense" is very helpfulbut sometimes I just dont wanna get any closer with the people I've met. it is deeply troubling. But fortunately, now, i can take time to know everyone more thoroughly. Give them time to show their "original version". Then decide to be more closer, stop on the point or just step back. And i've found myself learned so many things from this methods. And i do believe that people may change. To better or worst.
I wanna make friend with a lot of peoples. Being a good friend to anyone i've come across. Being part of their life. Even they just know my name.
Friend : who doesn't need this "character"? it's not just a name, but it should be alive. - JenniferWillson

You must be friends with anyone, but you can choose which one can be trusted. Don't let environment affecting you,but you are creating the environment. Learn from what was good and useful. Be blessed :)

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

when GOD made you :')


It's always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you, I believe
That a miracle has come
When God sends the perfect one

I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
With all my heart I'll be there too
From this moment on I want you to know
I'll let nothing come between us
I'll love what ever you love

Now gone are all my questions about why
And I've never been so sure of anything in my life

I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

He made the sun He made the moon
to harmonise in perfect tune
One can't move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know it's true
You're for me and I'm for you
Cause my world just can't be right
Without you in my life...


Thursday, February 2, 2012

welcome home grandpa... ♥

hellouu there! howdie? :)
firstly, i wanna thank God for taking care my slimmie grandpa passed the post-surgery moment. Picking up grandpa yesterday and have a chat with him before sleep. 72yo, so slimmie, toothless (hahaha :p) and never want to bother anybody. 
i remember that night, a day after surgery, me, mom & dad visiting him at ICU. watching all the hose pierced on his head, lying weak, pale face. i just can pray inside my heart "Dad, i want You to share all his pain to me. Please don't let him go before i could be his happy". My head just flashed back to the day when i was in kindergarten... he always picking me up after school, bought me a lot of sweets, seaweed (so to this day i really like seaweed) and old-fashioned toy (a paper girl with so many selection dress which also made of paper). Huks.. could only hold back tears. :'(. And that's for the first time i saw my dad kissing on my grandpa forehead with teary eyes. 
now..all should be hand over to GOD. My BIG PAPA in heaven. HIS love is perfect and never too late.. DAD know all and decisively.


this some picture of my slimmie grandpa.. :*
                                 
What children need most are the essentials that 
grandparents provide in abundance.
They give unconditional love, kindness, patience, humor, comfort, 

lessons in life.
And, most importantly, cookies.
~Rudolph Giuliani

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

jenniferwillson-bellevie :)

well, this is my first blog. actually i love to write. i write notes, some novel (which is unpublished :p) and decide to write something when ima have nothing to do and wanna share something with..


why belle vie? be honest, you read it "believe" rite? that my trick, make some optical illusions, LoL. JK. but it is also one thing that i want you to. belle vie means "beautiful life" in French. i wanna go to France someday and have a kiss at Eiffel *hahaha, don't so serious*. oh yeah! i think my life was wonderful. having a parents like who they are today, bestfriend all around, enjoy good food, good stuff and have a lot of experience with my awesome God everyday. and i wish to share all of this with you.. :)


February's came so fast on 2012. i feel just passed new year's eve, watching fireworks with my family and have a midnight walk with my parents on 12. 
oh yeahhh.. time really flies only with the blink of an eye.


February means that "Valentine day's" will soon arrives. it's just a general days for me. its not because I'm on LDR, but me&partner not such a romantic couples. habitually, we are just hang out, going to have some fave food. we love food, but wish to stay slim :p


okei, i wish you enjoy my blog and always smileee :)